5.5.07

i'm bored at home. parents left me for a stay in malaysia, relative's house. its kinda good for me, except i have to remember to empty the trash before i go to sleep. the essay is killing me. but im determined, still, to produce THE ultimate essay im proud of.
i read tecky's blog. i like his writing style. but i can never see myself doin that. its cool. doesnt kill. (:
sometimes i'd think back. why do people want to hurt the way they do?
intentionally- or not
cruelly- or less
give me the slap and run off.
or is it my responsibilty to account to myself about what you've done?
and is it some problems know no end. so let it rest.
every time someone does that, it leaves a sort of emptiness in me. its part and parcel of everything. i guess.
whatever life gives, of course i recieve. and treasure.
what about choices? we make thousands everyday. can we take responsibilty for all our choices and the outcomes? or we push the knife to others.
so do i only have myself to blame for the way i feel? the stab's on me, but i'd prefer the knife with you. it'd hurts less.
i wish i could hate.

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me

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"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

list of death-occurring work

none (:


links&credits

yvonne's blogshop
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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance